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I am on here early today as I had to get hubby off early to work. 5 o’clock phone call from a driver saying he won’t be in. Hubby will have to do his run. Sometimes his job drives me nuts when I know that the other dispatcher never got these calls at home. If my hubby is going to do the boss’s job he should get the boss’s pay……LOL…..

Well I did my weigh in first thing this morning! I lost 1 pound! I was hoping to do better, but after the week I just had I am just happy I lost anything.

I am so glad that I found this site and have made so many great buddies. You all give me so much encouragement. I think I have done well this week, but if I didn’t with your encouragement I will get right back on track and I will succeed.

Have a great night!!

Bette Jo

I have not posted for a few days. I have had a long stressful week. I think I have been good food wise, but Tuesday is my weigh in day and the scales will tell. I am stress eater and it has been tough, but think I am ok.

I will try to post more tomorrow.

Word of warning don’t ever work where your husband is a boss!
I was sick yesterday and had to work. Can’t get a sub for me! I take it so personal, but I should. I am used as an example. In over a yr. and a half I have missed 2 afternoons. My hubby reminds me he has not missed a day in over 4 yrs. I told him that is you not me! Then last night what does he do but slip up and tell me another monitor called in sick, oops he got a sub for her, but hmmmmmmm she does not start as early as I do. I want so bad to call and talk to the other boss, hubbies boss too about not having coverage for me, but don’t want to make my hubby look bad. I am still not feeling up to par, and think I could have if I could have just stayed home yesterday, but will be going to work today anyways. I do love my job and the kids, but love them more when I feel good.

Even though I felt crappy yesterday, it was a struggle to stick to my plan, because I am an emotional eater and was so unhappy and frustrated yesterday!

Just needed to vent!

I am telling myself today will be a better day!

I don’t think I did as good as last week. I got to keep reminding myself I did not get this way overnight and I am not going to lose it all overnight…..

I think I was discouraging myself by weighing myself every day and my buddy Cathy kindly reminded me that can be discouraging with daily weight fluctuations. It was okay when it seemed to be coming off faster and now it fluctuates so much……

Well I guess I better think about getting to bed as 4 am comes before I know it……

Hope you all have a good night!

I was not going to weigh myself again until Tuedsay, but I wanted to check to see how bad I had messed up so far for the week and I was actually down a pound. I am so excited this should help me to stay on track. 

Hope everyone else is doing good too.

Hugs,

Bette Jo

I have been bad this week. We have had rainy crappy weather and it realy depresses me. I know…….I know……..I can make anything an excuse………For the most part I can keep in control during the day, but at night I just feel so blah and I know when I eat something I shouldn’t it won’t make me feel better, as a matter of fact it makes me feel worse, but I seem to do it anyways…….Like last night I ate almost a whole bag of sugar free mini peanut butter cups………hmmmmmmm sugar free…….could have been worse, but why couldn’t I just stop at a couple?……I am right back on track today and I have to learn not to do this when I feel so blah, because then I just make myself feel worse. I have done good and I want to keep up the good feeling I have when I get on that scale and see another pound gone.

I lost 1 pound since my last weigh in……….I have lost a total of 4 pounds this week and a total of 12 pounds since I started my new way of eating for life…….I am so excited!!!

Today was hard for me……..I love chocolate ……….I crave chocolate……….and I wanted chocolate………..the bus driver I ride with got a Three Musketeers candy bar when we stopped for fuel today inbetween runs……..I wanted to bop him in the head and grab it…….. Don’t worry I didn’t do it………but I wanted too…….all I have been able to think of since then is how bad I want chocolate………I will probably dream about chocolate…………

No, I am not a Harley Mama…..

I have 2, what I consider tasteful tatoos……I have a small Butterfly above my right ankle and I just got a Rose with my hubby’s nameon my upper left side of my back (they say you should not have your spouses name tatooed on your body, but after almost 28 years we figure we are safe.) My hubby has a Scooby Doo and he just got a heart with my name on it on his chest. Our tatoo artist is a co-worker who use to have his own shop so he is a professional….because of the people who bought tatoos at our party my tatoo was free and my hubby got his half price…

Well I am down 3 pounds for the week! Yea!

Have a great day everyone!

Remember 9/11

Yesterday we had a big cook out again…..Hubby and I had a tatoo party…..It was kind of a rainy day so we were inside and our place is small so it was kind of crowded……3 of the grandkids were here so I was realy busy and and did realy well with my eating….

The grandkids just left so now I can clean my house……but wanted to come online first. I am whooped……..even when Mommy and Daddy are here my grandkids wear me out……my oldest grandaughter still wants NaNa for everything including giving her a bath…….

Hope you all have a super day…….