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I love my job, but not what goes on at that place………I know I seem to spend a lot of time bitching and not doing anything about it so I have made up my mind as soon as the holidays are over I am looking for a new job………….the people there have made my life living hell………..

Last week I got a call from the boss with a complaint that was suppose to have come from the school that I transport too…….but It was an unfounded complaint………..it happened to me once before and it was a bunch of lies made up by a co-worker that is pissed because my hubby got the job he thought should have been his……….he is mean and nasty and I can’t believe the boss would even think what he tells him is the truth………My husband is caught in the middle of this and it is hard that I don’t get the support from him that I think I should be getting…………

The next problem with that place is I have Christmas week off because the kids are off from school and I was so excited because my hubby still has 4 days of vacation left and he was going to take it off too………..it was all set until the boss decided he needs him there that week…….why there is no school runs only a few medical runs that he should be able to handle himself…………now hubby is getting his vacation the following week when I go back to work………I was told I can take it off and they have a sub for me, but I can’t afford to lose a whole weeks pay………..so I will work…………..

Then yesterday topped off my crap from work and my deciding to leave my job…………I had an abcessed tooth and I worked in the morning…….I called and asked the boss and he said he did not think he could find anyone but would call me if he did…………I get picked up at noon for my afternoon run………He never called me and I was ready and waiting and at noon my hubby calls and tells me I can stay home……..I should have been happy right……….wrong………..I asked who was filling in for me………..he tells me and I flip out………….it is one of the ones who has been causing trouble for me since the day she came to work there……..she filled in for me one other time and bad mouthed both me and my husband to the driver and proceeded to ask him if I was sick or faking it and if he would rather have her for a monitor and when they were dropping off a child who did not have the most beautiful home made a comment in front of the child as to who lives in this frikkin dump……….I had it out with her about her crap and she denied it…………I told the boss that if I was ever sick and she was to be my replacement to forget it I would rather go to work sick than to have her doing my job………at least 6 or 7 drivers have complained about her sleeping on the bus with children aboard and the boss has had my husband fire her twice and then she calls the boss crying and he hires her back……..They waited until it was to late to call me on purpose, the boss got my husband involved and had him lie to me…….he had him tell me that they were busy and forgot to call me ahead of time, but it was done on purpose……and when it comes to causing family problems it is enough……My husband denied it  but I know what happened and feel like shit………when a boss has a husband lie to his wife it has gone to far…..The people there wouldn’t know the truth if it hit them in the face and a lie is one thing that I cannot tolerate……….I lie always comes back and hits you in the face……………

I can’t believe through all of this I have stuck to my diet……I keep telling myself…..that eating what I shouldn’t won’t make things better and eating right makes me feel better physically and mentally…..

Thanks buddies for reading this long blog………..pheeeew I feel better just getting it off my chest…….

Have a great day everyone……….

My diet is going good! Nothing interesting to report! It is getting hectic for me with the Holidays with family get togethers coming up and finishing up last minute shopping!

I hope all my buddies are doing great!

Have a good day!

I got my green star! I have lost 25 pounds since coming to Buddy Slim! Without my buddies to push me and prod me and give me such good advice and support about dieting and non-dieting issues I would have given up long ago!

Today was the last day of the week for my weigh-ins, where I take my daily weight and average them for the week! Last night was our Company Christmas Party and I did not want to get on the scales this A.M. but knew I had too! I knew I had still followed my plan, but I also had four Ultra lite beers! I am not much of a drinker and when I do it is usally something else with lots of calories and carbs so I did a switch last night!

I am going to go read some of my buddy blogs and what I can’t catch up on this morning I will get to tonight! I am getting my youngest granddaughter later for the night! My youngest grandaughter Morgan is 16 months old and I will get lots of excercise there!

Have a good day buddies!

I did the dishes! I just couldn’t stand it! I am afraid it won’t work if I go on strike and it ends up worse than when I started I will only be giving myself more work in the long run! I think maybe this weekend will be a good time to sit down with DH and have a talk about what I expect! I don’t like bitching and nagging and maybe if I can just explain without that he will listen and understand! I feel like I don’t have the ME time I need! I work every day and I know he does too. I feel so worn down and afraid I will get sick. I wanted to take the day off and get some rest, but of course I couldn’t as they no longer have a substitute monitor. Well if I really get sick from letting myself get run down they will be in a pickle won’t they! I think tonight I am getting my jammies on early like 8:00 and going to bed.

Thanks everyone for all of your comments on my previous blog!

Hope you all have a good day!

I am feeling so worn out! I’ll admit part of it is I am not getting my excercise in and I know I have too! I have to really make time for me! The only way I can see that is too go on strike at home! Yes, that is what I will have to do! I do it all at home plus work a full time job. I don’t know what has gotten into hubby lately, he use to help! Oh we never shared household chores 50/50, but he helped. Now it seems like he comes home and plops on the computer and plays his stupid baseball game and then watches TV while I make dinner and clean up! Well no more! I have last nights dinner dishes in the sink and I am not doing them! I told him this morning they will be there for him when he gets home and they will be. I hate dirty dishes and it is all I can do to leave them there, but maybe he will get the message if I don’t give in! I am also doing about 4 loads of my oldest son’s families wash because they don’t have a washer and they were short this week to go to the laundramat! I love my kids and g/k and I don’t mind helping, but I am so worn with my own things. I know I seem to vent alot! I hope someone else can give me ideas on how to handle this I am so overwhelmed!

Diet is going good, I can’t believe with all of my frustration and stress that I am sticking to my plan! With out all of my buddies and their wonderful advice and encouragement I would have given up a long time ago!

Thank you buddies for your help!

Have a super day!

I will get to my goal. I am down 1 lb. this week!

Had a super busy weekend again with my 3 year old granddaughter!  We painted ornaments I bought at the dollar store….oh my were hers glittery and she only would use red and green!

I finally had my talk with the plant manager about the phone calls! Last night after we had gone to bed and were asleep it was 10:30 my 17 year old son came knocking on the door he said hubby had an important phone call from work………it was a bus monitor telling him she did not know if she could make it to work in the morning because it was snowing and she is afraid to drive in the snow! Oh I was so pissed I had trouble getting back to sleep and when it was time to get up I could barely drag out of bed! I told my husband and the boss if it continued we were going to get an unlisted number and our number would not be put on the employee phone number list so he would be getting all the phone calls. He is going to put a memo in the paychecks about being more considerate about calling people at home……….hmmmmmmm we will see how it goes, because as far as I can see most of the people there are not considerate of anyone!

Hope all my buddies are having a great day!