Archive for June 16th, 2007

Two blogs in one day……..

Posted June 16, 2007 * Comments(2)

I haven’t done this in awhile.

rn

I am having a wonderful day with my granddaughter Natasha. She is amazing little girl. I have missed my NaNa time so much, I am so glad I gave up that p/t job! I may not have   gotten all of my cleaning done, but we have worked outside with the flowers Flowerand spent time looking at the clouds deciding what they look like. We live in an area that has a lot of Mennonites, I explained as much to her about them as I thought she could understand. She can

Starting over……

Posted June 16, 2007 * Comments(1)

I am glad this week is over! I don’t know for sure what my problem is (was)! Between feeling guilty over quitting my p/t job. Hubby told me to quit, he knew how unhappy I was with it. I still feel guilty, like I am not doing my part in getting out of debt. I love I can now take the grandkids again on the weekends (I have my oldest granddaughter Natasha this weekend)! Maybe it was self-sabatoge, whatever it was it is going to stop! I have come to far to go, back to the way I was. At least for the time being I am giving up the program I was using. I am going to just try to watch calories, fat and use portion control. I will keep a food journal and excercise journal too! I am going to try to be honest with myself and do whatever it takes to get where I want to be! I am the Queen of excuses and I have to quit making them for everything I do. I know that there are many things in my life I cannot control, but the way I eat and my health is one thing I can and should be controling. Wednesday was the worst day of all I ate like a pig and then wondered why I felt so sick to my stomach. I never want to feel like that again.

rn

I hope everyone is having a great weekend!