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I don’t get it! I was doing so good with the self talk for awhile. I have lost 91 lbs. and now I am stress eating like a crazy woman! Yesterday, started off like crap! Hubby had to go to our corporate office for a meeting, and that witch was doing his job instead of me! I was so hurt! Hubby promised to call me during his breaks and I never heard from him all day! I was so hurt! I ate and ate! Mostly good things, just not good portions! Then hubby comes home and tells me that he got a promotion (he has already been doing most of this job anyways), so the promotion is well deserved! He is going to have a choice between a raise and med insurance (only management gets insurance in the company we work for)! Of course we are taking the insurance, but both would have been nice! He also got an award for doing his job so well! The problem now being I think it will get tougher for me in that place! I already hear about me getting favortism! Honestly I don’t, I think he is tougher on me because I am his wife!

Well today starts the ballots for the committeee I resigned from! I am rerunning, because I was tricked into my resignation by that witch! She is using it for her own gains, and not for all employees! I don’t trust her to throw the election. She is not going to like it, but I have discussed this with my husband and everyone is going to have to sign in when they cast their vote so there is not double voting! She is not going to be allowed to count the votes and the number of votes will be show for all candidates. I want this election to be fair and square whether I win or lose! I know quite a few who  plan on voting for me and I know that it is not right if it comes down to me only getting a couple votes! She is pissed that I was put back on the ballot! I did it because the committee is important to everyone and at this point she did what she did, just for the recognition of planning the Christmas Party all on her own and the way she wanted it with no regards to the rest of the employees!

I am back on track and I am going to bust my butt this week! I am going to lose 100 lbs. by Christmas!

Have a great day buddies!