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If I keep it in it just feels like I will explode! I had a long talk on my messenger last night with my friend Ruthie from work. She is also a driver/supervisor like my hubby. She was  a great help to me. She really helped me to put a lot of things in perspective. She told me that my hubby really has tried talking to the boss about some of this crap and it has done no good, because the boss either does not see it, or actually does not want to see it. Anne Marie I think you hit the nail on the head, we also think the same thing either something is going on between her and the boss or she has something on him. Hopefully he will be forced to do something today when all of the problems she is causing is brought to his attention. Last night Ruthie and the boss counted the votes, and there were 11 votes with 9 of them being for me and he said that the didn’t think there should be that many votes in there and she showed him the sheet where people had signed to vote and he had to shut his mouth then, because the facts were staring him in the face. I don’t know what today will bring and I don’t know how I am going to handle being on the committee with her if I am the winner, maybe she will resign because of it and maybe she will stay because of it. I don’t know, I just know her crap is not going to rule me anymore. I am going to stand strong and be me and do what I think is right. I will defend myself and others that don’t feel they can defend themselves in that place. There is a difference of being a woman that has a lot of male friends and a woman that only wants male friends and feels every woman there is a threat to her. My hubby is good friends also with my friend Ruthie he tells me she is like the sister he has never had. She has a great relationship with her S/O. The way that crap is in that place they look out for each other. When she is not on the road and he needs to get away from his desk and wants to go outside and call me or get a cigarette, he gives her a signal, and he does the same for her.

Blogging is my release. I need to get it out. I am one of the biggest emotional eaters you ever want to meet! I have come to far to it happen. I won’t let it happen.

I have today off so I will be on and off here today!

Have a good one!