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Today I am going to go into base so I can have lunch with my husband. My stomach is in knots. I have not been in there in probably 2 months. I am tired of never going in and going out to lunch with my hubby. I am tired of the people that make me feel like I don’t belong in there. I have worked there for 3 years and the one that causes me the most problems has worked there since September. I am tired of other people ruling my life. This is my life and I will not let other people rule it! Hubby wants me to be on my best behaviour. I told him I will, but if anything is said to me out of line, I will defend myself any way I can! I am tired of the lying conviving person who has gotten away with treating me and a few other people like shit! I have tried the forget it and move on and I just can’t do it! I know if I was the type of person that could do that I would probably be better off, but I am tired of people who shit on people all the time and walk away smelling like a rose! I think what bothers me the most is when she was a new employee I befriended her only to find out later what she is really like and that she uses people and pretends to be their friends only to get what she wants. I didn’t realize these intentions until it all came back and bit me in the ass!

I have been back on track for 4 days and feeling great. I have my lunch with hubby already planned out so I don’t mess up!

This weekend we are having our 8 year old grandson Cody. This doesn’t happen often he is usually a homebody! This will be a real treat this weekend for us!

Well I hope that everyone is having a great day!