nana4

Sorry buddies. I have been going through a tough time. I was still feeling sorry for myself and embarresed because I couldn’t motivate and help myself and felt if I couldn’t do that how was I going to be of  help to my buddies. I have still not gotten back on track myself.

I feel like I have been going in a hundred different directions lateley. I have been trying to be there for my hubby with all of the changes he has been going through at work. He is still not sure of all that is going to happen, but some things will be good changes and some just not so sure about. I have been trying to be Super Woman as far as taking my grandkids and although I love them dearly I am getting burnt out taking at least one every weekend! I hate saying NO to them. The one I have the hardest time is the one I have only gotten to know since she was almost 2. I was not allowed to be a part of her life for so long and now I am afraid to tell her mom, no I can’t take her this weekend for fear that she is going to not let me see her again.

I have been so tired both mentally and physically lately, and I know it is because I have not been eating right or excercising and I have nobody to blame but myself!

Today is a new day and I am going to get back on track today!

Thank you everyone for being here for me even when I haven’t been here for you!

((((HUGS))))