Letting myself and everyone else down…….
Sorry buddies. I have been going through a tough time. I was still feeling sorry for myself and embarresed because I couldn’t motivate and help myself and felt if I couldn’t do that how was I going to be of help to my buddies. I have still not gotten back on track myself.
I feel like I have been going in a hundred different directions lateley. I have been trying to be there for my hubby with all of the changes he has been going through at work. He is still not sure of all that is going to happen, but some things will be good changes and some just not so sure about. I have been trying to be Super Woman as far as taking my grandkids and although I love them dearly I am getting burnt out taking at least one every weekend! I hate saying NO to them. The one I have the hardest time is the one I have only gotten to know since she was almost 2. I was not allowed to be a part of her life for so long and now I am afraid to tell her mom, no I can’t take her this weekend for fear that she is going to not let me see her again.
I have been so tired both mentally and physically lately, and I know it is because I have not been eating right or excercising and I have nobody to blame but myself!
Today is a new day and I am going to get back on track today!
Thank you everyone for being here for me even when I haven’t been here for you!
((((HUGS))))
You can do it, and well done for recognising the limits. Just accept all the support being offered until you are fit enough to start giving back - you deserve to work on yourself first.
You can do it girl! Sometimes in life things feel like they are taking over our life. But that is when we have to put our foot down and say, wait! I am important too! You need to find sometime for you, and help you to get better. You won’t be any help to anyone else if you don’t take care of yourself! I’ll keep you in my prayers!
Sending you a big HUUGG! you needed it. You can do it. Just don’t over do it. You needed a moment for you too.
I’m sending some of my recently re-discovered motivation and determination from London town so you CAN’T give up now…. we CAN do it!
YOU CAN DO IT…
No one EVER fails as long as they keep trying..
Take my hand, let me help you UP!>>>>
Big hugs and lots of encouragement!
Maryellen
I’m sending you some motivation and encouragement! I know you can do it, we are all in this together!!
I had a very hard couple of weeks in the motivation and will power department and the only thing that has saved me was talking about it on here and getting all the comments and support to push me through it. It is too hard to do on your own. You don’t have to just blog about your ups, tell us about your downs also so that we can help you through them. As far as the stresses in your life - you need to take a step back and figure out the best thing to do for YOU. You will be the happiest with less stress and everyone else around you will benefit.