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I need to make time for me a priority! I don’t know how to do this. My family has always been my top priority and I squeezed time in for myself when and if I could. This is why I am in the shape I am in. I have proved to myself I can do it, but I thought by now I would be at my goal weight. It has taken me almost 2 years and I am only at my half way point. I have let myself slip too many times. I thought getting this far it would get easier, but it is actually harder. I find myself making more excuses and self sabatoging myself. Hubby just doesn’t get it. I hear I understand, I understand, but he honestly doesn’t understand. He doesn’t get I want healthier. I buy healthy and he buys junk. I want all the junk out of the house, but he keeps on buying chips and cookies. What can I do? I feel like walking out in the kitchen and just tossing the junk in the garbage, but then I think just because I can’t have it why should I deprive him of what he wants. I feel like I am whining, but I just don’t know how to do this any more!

Any suggestions buddies?

I hope everyone is having a great day!

(((HUGS)))