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It has been a very stressfull week. I have been feeling very down for most of it! I love my job, as a bus monitor for special needs children. I have 4 of them. They are like extra grandkids to me! The company I work for has made me feel like my job is not important! It sucks! Hubby is under a lot of stress with his job. He still has one but the job he does now is being eliminated and he doesn’t have a job title or even know exactly what his position will be! My hubby also has a weekend job so evening together are very important to me. This week has sucked he has been here, but falls asleep in the recliner every night by 8. Last night I had planned on a great dinner and lingerie! Didn’t happen, two of the grandkids had Open House at school! My son bought pizza and wings for dinner! I should have brought my own dinner! Nope, I  ate 2 pieces of pizza and 4 wings! I guess it could have  been worse! So that shot last night! Today hubby wants me to come in for lunch during my break between runs. Not sure I want to go in that place! The crap that goes on in there brings me down! I try not to judge people, but it is so hard in this situation! I value my marriage and it bothers me when other people don’t value theirs. My work place is Peyton Place! In the past 6 months 5 people have left their spouses for another at work! I think it is disgusting! Hubby tells me it is none of my business, and I agree, but I can’t help how I feel about it! My feelings are if you are unhappy with your marriage then you leave! After you leave you can then choose to be with someone else! You don’t go looking for a replacement while you are still married! I have been with my husband for 30 years next month! I know he would never cheat on me. yet I still get this idea in my head that it could happen! One of these people had been married almost as long as my hubby and me! I just need to get this off my chest!

I hope you are all having a super week!

Big HUGS!