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The new company transition at work is a big pain in the a#s! Hubby still has a job, yea, but what is his job title and what is his job description? He has meetings and phone conferences and it changes every day! I am dealing with me feeling down and my hubby feeling down and not sure he wants to stay with the company and not knowing anything for sure! He comes home and night and just is so quiet and doesn’t want to share his feelings! Last night we got in a big fight over it! I share my feelings with him so easily and it is like pulling teeth to get him to share his! He was just sitting there for like an hour real quiet and not talking last night! All I did was say you are quiet what is wrong! He tells me like I told Ruthie ( a friend and co-worker) today I hate coming to work any more! I hate my job, I am thinking of leaving! I was like wait a minute! You can share this with Ruthie, but you don’t share it with me! He flew off the handle and tells me You know I don’t like talking about work at home! I am like I am your wife, this is something you need to share with me! Share your feelings with me! It affects me too! He just shuts me out! It makes me feel like crap!

I am fed up with all of the transition issues too! We have not had any insurances in forever. The company we worked for didn’t offer insurances. Now with the new company insurances we offered. we have to pay for them, but we decided to get the insurances. The drivers and monitors were offered a lower insurance than the office people so we decided to go with hubbys insurance. We did all the paper work and he put me on the insurances. The insurance was suppose to start on October 1st. Okay so on Monday, the 6th we finally get the insurance card for the medical insurance. We get one card, we go online and register, and I click on who is insured on this policy and it says just my hubby’s name! So of course I am upset! I am so upset that still nobody in the head office knows why or has even found out what is going on! We also signed up for dental insurance and eye care insurance and today is the 9th of October and it was suppose to start on the 1st and no insurance cards have even come for that! I have been having problems with my teeth for about 6 months and I have been hanging in there waiting and I can’t do anything until I have those insurance cards. I can’t even make an appointment until I get them to find out who takes them! Then who knows how  long I will have to wait for an appointment! Grrrrrrrrrrr!

I have been sticking to my plan! I am not excercising enough, but my eating has been good!

For awhile I was bouncing out of bed full of energy to start my day! Now I push that snooze and have to drag myself out of bed! I am lucky if I get my chores done around home let alone do anything extra!

I hope everyone is having a great week!

Big HUGS!