nana4

This past week has been very long for me. My mother-in-law passed away last Thursday. It has been very stressful and so many things to do. Eating on the run and the family get together after the funeral. I gained back 4 lbs. this week. I have been trying since Monday to get back on track, but I just keep screwing up! We live the closest to my father-in-law so my husband is helping him with a lot of things. We spent so much money for things we were totally broke and couldn’t even buy groceries this week. We had food so we won’t starve it is just nothing sounds good, and I think I keep looking for something and I am not finding it!

Then to top things off my middle son borrowed my cell phone on Sunday and he misplaced it. It is in my oldest son’s house somewhere! Probably one of the grandkids carted it off.

Then my lazy youngest son is driving me nuts. I am so tired of his crap I could just scream. He is 19 years old, quit school, won’t work, comes home every once in awhile, but usually just stays with this friend or that. He came home and was very good and respectful during the loss of his grandmother. I was hoping this was a sign of him finally growing up……..wrong! I had a jar full of change, there was probably 20.00 0r 30.00 dollars in it. I had it hid because I don’t trust his friends, that stop by. Well today I was going to roll some change to buy a few groceries and, you got it, it was empty!! I haven’t called him, I am afraid of what I will say. I am pissed off beyond belief, but I think I am actually more hurt that my own son would steal from me! When he went in town yesterday, I gave him my last dollar in my wallet, and he took the soda cans back. I usually don’t give him money his dad does. His dad thinks I am too tough on him and I think he is to easy on him. This is the biggest issue my husband and I have!

I am also feeling down, because I think I must have offended some buddies on here. I don’t know if I did or not, it may just me already feeling down. I am the team captain for FAB 500 lb. challenge. I send messages and boosters and respond on the forums as much as time allows me. I haven’t heard from some of them in quite awhile. I really hope I didn’t say or do something wrong, but if I did, I am sorry. Please if I did offend someone in some way, please let me know!

Sending Big HUGS to all of you!