Pity Pot……….
I am so tired of being on the pity pot! Damn it, I am going to throw it out the window!
I actually had decided yesterday to leave Buddyslim! What the heck was I thinking? I have been here for almost 3 years and my buddies are more like family than most of my family! I didn’t want my down feeling rubbing off on my buddies! I am getting so discouraged lately with all the crap I have going on, and feeling sorry for myself. I have gotten so far behind on everything while I was off work having my surgery! I have been robbing Peter to pay Paul and it just isn’t working any more! Nobody wants to work with me and I have made phone calls galore! Hubby and I both work so we don’t qualify for HEAP! I violated my payment agreement with my utility bill by paying my electric bill late. I have an old bill from years ago that I was paying on along with my regular bill each month. I have been doing it for a long time and because I payed it late one month , I have now violated my payment agreement and they are demanding everything I owe them by the 20th of this month! I have begged, cried and pleaded but to no avail! Now if I was on Social Services, they would pay my bill for me, but because hubby and I work we don’t qualify for any help! It doesn’t matter that I live in the country and we have a well so no electric, no water, I wouldn’t even be able to flush my toilet! Come hell or high water, I will figure it out before they shut me off!
I have also been putting myself last at home, again! I have let my good eating and excercise come to a halt! Not any more! What good does it do me to sit back and eat a package of cookies and say it doesn’t matter! It does matter! Putting those pounds back on is not going to help me! So along with all the encouraging words you all give me, give me a big kick in the butt!
Today is a new day and I am throwing out the pity pot and starting new!
Love you all!
Big HUGS!
You GO BETTE JO!!!! ~~Dodging that pity pot flying out the window~~ LOL!!!
I knew your love and beautiful spirit couldn’t leave us. We’d all be way to sad
So…good attitude….back on your feet. If you can put it all into Gods hands.
I’ll challenge you…its a small one Bette Jo, because I am so out of shape, I have to go easy.
I exercise anywheres from 20 - 45 mins. a day. Lets promise each other we will exercise 5 out of 7 days for a start…..hows that????????
Let me know
Love ya
Jane
You were leaving? How did I miss that?
That really stinks, I hope everything works out. Hand in there!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your so inspiring.
Leaving Buddyslim and the people that support you would be the worst thing you could do! So glad your back on track!(*waves goodbye to the pity pot*) You Can Do This
I have a billion cliched phrases. I won’t use them. [[Original, huh?]]
I’ll pray for you instead!
*hugs*