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I have been trying so hard to stay upbeat and happy, but sometimes you just have to get somethings off your chest before you do it! When I was thinking of leaving buddyslim, so many buddies told me don’t do it! I didn’t do it!

I had a super bad day at work yesterday! For those of you who don’t know I am a bus monitor for special needs preschoolers. My hubby also works for the same company! Not a good idea to have your hubby for one of the bosses! Well anyways, my driver was a real jerk yesterday! First in the morning. We have a little girl, that loves to take off her shoes, to me no big deal, I will put them back on her when we get to the school. We use a caravan and she sits right behind him. Anyways he tells me that I need to reach back there and hold her hands down so she can’t do that. This is what the sub did while I was off when I had my surgery! I told him number one I am not doing that because you cannot restrain a child like that and number two I am not going to pull muscles in my arm doing that! I was so pissed I called in to work and quit, but they wouldn’t let me………LOL……then the afternoon got even better! We had dropped off our first two children. I use the mirror on my visor and turn around to watch my children when all of  a sudden he reaches over and snaps my visor up and shouts PUT THAT UP~ IT CONFUSES ME WHEN I AM BACKING UP! I didn’t say a word to him the rest of the run~ Well I hate talking about work at home, but when hubby got home, I told him about it and said I can’t work with him anymore! His suggestion to give me another run! I was like bullshit! That was my run first, I didn’t do anything wrong and I don’t want to give up my run~ I called our boss and they are going to figure out this morning what they are going to do! I tell you what I am not going to be the one changing! If I do, I know the parents will be calling~ When I was off having my surgery two of the four parents called to check on me and see when I was coming back~ This is my third year for one and my second year for another. The parents like knowing who their child is with and they like me the kids like me and we have good communication! I didn’t even want to get up this morning, and I am not looking forward to going to work! I don’t know how long it will take them to settle what they are going to do~

Even with having an upsetting day yesterday, I stuck to my eating plan, which is amazing for me because I am such an emotional eater!

I hope you are all having a great week!

Big HUGS!