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I keep talking about how I have gained the same pounds all winter long. Well when I take a look at the past year, it has not been a very big loss! So actually it has been all year long! I am going to take my life back and get it done this year! No more games no more excuses! I am going to work my ass off and get it done.

I have been great at telling all of my buddies to make themselves #1 and I have been putting myself last! NO MORE!

My middle son and his g/f have been staying with us for a few weeks now. He has been working the whole time, she got a job as a sub monitor where we work. When they moved in hubby and I told them they would need to help with things around the house………Yea Right! I do 99 % of the work around here. Today I am not only cleaning and organizing my house, I am making new rules and there is going to be some big changes going on!

Things have been bad for us financially since I was out of work for my surgery and now it looks like maybe  we are finally getting caught up. I have used this as an excuse for not eating right too! This week, I bought me some Healthy Choices and Lean Cuisine for when they are all having their unhealthy dinners.

Last night my youngest son and his g/f came over to spend the night. Well the two sons g/f don’t care for each other I guess. Well that is not my problem and they are going to be civil or I am going to speak my piece. I have gone this route with my oldest son and his wife telling me they don’t like the g/f of the other brothers. I told them tough crap! You don’t get to pick their g/f. If my mother in law had gotten to pick my hubby’s wife it wouldn’t have been me either! Either they can all get along or just  keep their mouths shut, I just don’t want to hear it any more!

I am going to start making me #1 and take care of me! I am going to proud of me and do what I have to do in order to get there! I am not going to let anybody or anything stand in my way any more! No more excuses, no more bullshit!

I am so glad for my buddies that have been here for me with all of their support, motivation and inspiration and on occasional butt kicking!

I hope you all have an amazing weekend!

Biggest HUGS Ever!