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I don’t even want to get on the scales Friday! I know it is going to be bad, but it was nobody’s fault, but my own! It was an emotional filled couple days going to Marland for my Uncles funeral! It was also the first time going anywhere without my hubby! We ate out to much, snacked to much! I was completely out of control! I was completely the old me and I don’t like her to much! Why after almost three years do I continue to do this? I am a smoker, and I took the trip with 3 non-smokers and I did so awesome not smoking, but then substituted with food! I know I am not ready to give up that vice! I need to be in control and due it on my terms and it can’t be while I am a working on losing weight! I need to do one thing at a time!

I hope to have laptop by the time I take my trip to Virginia next month! I can’t be away from all of you for that long again! Missed you all!!

Hope you all have a great day!

I will try to catch up with you all later,but right now it is off to work in a few minutes!!

Big HUGS!