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For those who read my last blog you know how bad I was. I have such a hard time getting back on track once I have a fall like that. Each day since then has started out well and by the end of the day I screw up! If it isn’t one excuse it is another!

My scales proved how bad I did I am up 5 lbs. ! It really sucks big time, but I can’t blame anyone but myself!

Yesterday I went to my son Ethan’s g/f Colby’s ultrasound. It was so exciting because I have 4 grandchildren already and have never been to an ultrasound! I was so excited that she asked me!! She had taken one of those new home predictors they have out and she thought it was a boy, but the ultrasound yesterday is 89% it is a GIRL! I have 3 grandaughters and 1 grandson now so a grandson would have been great, but I don’t really care what it is as long as it is healthy!! Everything looks great and the due date is December 5th!

I was so excited about the ultrasound and how well we could see the baby, she was sucking her thumb……I cried tears of joy at seeing this……..it was such a beautiful experience! My big let down was when Colby’s mom and grandma that were also there were talking about all the boy things they had already bought and had to take back and had receipts for the 1,300 dollars already spent! (Their first grandchild) I don’t have money like that and I have 4 other grandkids! I know in my heart that it doesn’t matter, but it still hurt so bad. I tried talking with my hubby about how it made me feel and he told me it doesn’t bother me don’t let it bother you! I was so hurt!!

Today is my hubby’s family reunion and I plan on staying on track we are taking chicken and I am making my oriental coleslaw. It is just so hard when there is so many goodies around. I hope the day is nice with no rain, there is a nice playground for my grandkids and I too play!

I also colored my hair again this time I think I have the perfect color! I will have hubby take a picture later so I can change my profile picture!!

Have a super weekend!

Big HUGS!