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I am just so tired and drained, both physically and emotionally! I know what I need to do to not feel this way! Why can’t I do it? I know how much better I feel both physically and emotionally when I take care of me!

Yesterday I think my hubby had PMS he was so crabby all day! I took every little thing he said personally and I felt so down! I know he is under a lot of stress from work and I usually try to understand this, but yesterday he was being nit picky about everything I said or did! He doesn’t understand the stress I am under with things in my life! He doesn’t let the bills get to him, he doesn’t get it because I am the one that robs Peter to pay Paul! I want to take our vacation to Virginia next month, but can’t figure out how we are going to do it and keep up on our bills too! He doesn’t help with things around the house, but complains when it isn’t up to his standards! When I was gone for three days last week to go to my uncles funeral he didn’t do a thing here! He couldn’t even take the garbage to the curb (he forgot, I wasn’t here to remind him)!

I am going to take a little time off BS today, and try to get things more organized! Not for him, but for me! I think if I can get my environment more organized I can get myself more organized and back on track! I will be back on tonight!!

I am so thankful to all of my buddies (Friends) who offer me support, motivation, inspiration and encouragement!

I hope everyone has an awesome day!!

Biggest HUGS!